..essence of femininity..

2003-04-06T03:33:00.000-07:00

changed to http://peekaabooo.diaryland.com
sorrie abt that*

2003-04-05T21:36:00.000-08:00

-yawns-
oops.fell asleep while msging gina.
sorrie! -widesmile-
all are out for lunch except me. (:

2003-04-05T09:54:00.000-08:00

mmm.issit suppose to be a unhappy day??
why are some of my friends so saddy or mooody?....

fonz.hope youre better now.seeems damn sudden to me.but cheer up korkor.
noe its hard but u just gotta let it go?-huggs-
gina.oops.sorry.tot it was little miss cuter.i tinkk.but sorry kaes.
hope youre not mad anymore.be happy always kaes! (x
little miss prettier! I miss you*
benji- okok.turning in soon kays.dun get mad.
sorrie.sorrie.sorrie (:
muimui-glad that ure fine now.wanna see a BIG SMILE the next time we meet up kaes.hope things are well with...
smile.smile.smile

ohh well.and me.im a happy soul.
*hungry* shall go find food. laterrs.

2003-04-04T20:45:00.000-08:00

-yawns-
pigglet just woke up.
1st cos of my dad. keep bugging me.
then he finally gave up. out to buy lunch for me. (:
-tonguesout-
2nd cos of msg..got so irritated
finally decided to get out of bed.
-rubseye-
ohh well. another week of hols.
*thinks* maybe i shld try to give some excuse.
so can go out. (: i'll tinkk abt it.

2003-04-04T11:33:00.000-08:00

its 3 30 in the morning and im still up.
geeee. i cant get to sleep and am doing my accounts
*ahems* how guai heh?
ohh well.simone still awake taking to her CP.
kervin.alex.gerry and i on irc talking.
crapping away on different subjects. ohh well.
brandons away.suppose to come back sooon but duno.
tink he fell asleep on the floor once again! (: oops~
ohh well. guess todays gonna be a long day for me hey.
-widesmile-

2003-04-04T07:50:00.000-08:00

heh. i tink i noe who intruder is heh. ELEANOR!!!
little miss cuterr i tinkk. forgot.woops!
tink i cant believe some things that mummiie says.
firstly she told me that ive got extra 2 weeks of HOLS.
(HONGKONG STUDENTS ONLY)
*am i from hongkong* -scratches head-

secondly.she told me some pipe thing caused something which is soooo....not true.
i tink she read the wrong article?
my goodness. -slapsforehead- (mummy.go get some rest!)

daddie started some 10cents thingy.
for every singlish word i used.
10cents will be deducted from my allowance.
if i catch him using it too.
i get 10cents more.
its like.. *ahems* wth?
like wad bearbear said.
its OUR CULTURE hey.

mmmmmmm...
i cant believe that i actually am doing my accounts homework!
(: laterrrsss.

2003-04-04T03:19:00.000-08:00

intruder
heyy dern! sorry fer intruding..
just wanna tell ya..
i miss u
sososo much!
-mwakx-
tkcare yea?
-pulls ear- wun do it again x)

2003-04-03T23:56:00.000-08:00

wth.
its raining monkeys and donkeys here.
like some damn storm.
damn lightning keeps piercing thru my eyes
tink im going blind very sooon.*sighs*

am i sup to be happy or sad that lessons are gonna begin sooon?
on monday if im not wrong.
is that a good thing or a bad thing?
i seriously have no mood to go back to skewl.
am i sup to rejoice or dread?

mmmmm.
kinda miss my friends. sad. ):
staying at home kinda kills me.
dont have a choice do i ):

2003-04-03T01:11:00.000-08:00

i tink the weather these days are crazeeee! my goodness.
its thundering and its so damn bright! wads going on mans.

*yawns* why am i so sleepy?
had 9 hrs of sleep wad. weird.
lardidumzzeee.

yikes! stop thundering!
okie.now i know why its thundering~
cos its raining!! eeeks ):

*aaliyah-i miss you*

it’s been too long and I’m lost without you
so what am I gonna do, said I’ve been needin’ you,
wantin’ you
wonderin’ if you’re the same and who’s been with you
is your heart still mine, i wanna cry sometimes

I miss you

off to college, yes, you went away
straight from high school you up and left me
we were close friends, also lovers
did everything for one another

now you’re gone and I’m lost without you here now
but i know i gotta live and make it somehow

come back to me (to me)
can you feel me (callin’)
hear me callin’ for you (for you)
‘cause it’s

it’s been too long and I’m lost without you
so what am I gonna do, said I’ve been needin’ you,
wantin’ you
wonderin’ if you’re the same and who’s been with you
is your heart still mine, I wanna cry sometimes

now I’m sittin’ here thinkin’ ‘bout you
and the days we used to share
it’s drivin’ me crazy, I don’t know what to do
i’m just wonderin’ if you still care

and I wanna let you know that it’s killin’ me
i know you got another life, you gotta concentrate,
baby

come back to me (to me)
can you feel me (callin’)
hear me callin’ for you (for you)
‘cause it’s

it’s been too long and I’m lost without you
so what am I gonna do, said I’ve been needin’ you,
wantin’ you (baby)
wonderin’ if you’re the same and who’s been with you

nice song ehh. love it lots. (:

2003-04-02T09:09:00.000-08:00

man.
i miss you. soobsz.
hmmms. just watched small ville just now.
erm an hour ago?!
ooopps??

din noe that brandon had a site/blog combined with sooo many people.
simone and i really think that its damn gayish.
but like what mr ngiam says.
its good to be gay.ohh well. suit himself. :)

my muimuis sad.
shes trying to forget abt him and i cant do anything.
but feel sad for her.
its damn sad to leave someone u like lots.
sighs- so sad.

sim dear. u cheer up kaes.
know its hard but dun wanna see you down kaes.
hurts yeaa.

2003-04-02T05:08:00.000-08:00

tink im a real dumb asss.
forgot to post after i blogged.
foolish me.

sighs. ): sad. my poor bearbear is sickk.
get well soon kaes!
drinks lotsa water yeahs! takkaire.

want to watch taxi!
why cant i go out.
it only can be passed thru...close contact with a sickk person and crowded areas!
i'll...avoid them!

i'll make sure once the sars is out.
the first thing i do is watch a movie!
taxitaxitaxi!
-dernscrazee-

why isit u ive been thinking of?
i know its wrong but i cant help it.
things will pass and i'll get over it yeahs! (:

2003-04-01T07:03:00.000-08:00

argh-
wanted to go back to sleep but the damn lightning kept piercing thru my eyes
stoopid thunder.
loud like no ones business.
it was kinda cold.

daddy doesnt allow me to go out.
not even for tuition!?! -stun-
ive got nothing to say..
ahh..there goes my movie with crystal and all.
ohh..its april fools.
kinda tricked many people.
got tricked by stoopid evil ethelbert!!

tricked daddy many times.
he kept falling for it!
really wonder..
daddy.. do u ever learn frm your mistakes?
haha. that tells me daddys kinda... ignorant
feeling better now but still... its hot.
not another late nightt... *fumes*

in the car.. on my way home frm grannys.
was tinking.. looked out of the window.
up in the sky.
saw many stars twinkling.
stared at the same old star.
gazing at it.
there was something i was looking for while gazing...
just did not know what it was.
gazed longer..
kinda figured out that i was looking for non other than you.
*piak* dern.get up!

2003-03-31T09:13:00.000-08:00

....*can someone just shoot me* .... shalalalas..

2003-03-31T08:05:00.000-08:00

ahhhh.!!!
im feverish!!!
ohh boy... *prayshard*
sheesh.. marm has flu.
not feeling well.
im here having fever.
drank lotsa water.
feel as if i havent been drinking for millions of years!
boy ohh boy... duno how many cups..
tinkk shouldn have gone with marm to compass point.
now kena fever. or maybe just heaty.

2003-03-30T09:00:00.000-08:00

at home the whole day..
*lardidums*
kinda kept myself occupied.
did the house chores with marmie.
sucha good girl huhs. *teeheees*

played badminton with daddie in my room.
in my room...
cos the court was occupied in the afternoon.

marm...complaining abt ms singapore...
saying shes ugly and all.. after watching the telecast..
dad went out for golf...
came back earlier than expected.
played some bored game till jumanji!

suppose to go out for dinner with them
but gave the excuse...
marm: "dont go out kae.not good.the sars more serious now"
me: "okiedokie".

before going out.. watching tv..

marm: "hey.go change.going for dinner now"
me: " but u told me not to go out??"
hahahhs.she kena bang! :)

planned to go out with crystal and all for a movie.
either may or thecore or justmarried this weekk...
now not sure if im allowed to go...
better to be able to enjoy a day then nothing~
sadsad.

2003-03-29T00:17:00.000-08:00

wth?!
u news reporters are a nuisence!
why go film us when we dont noe how to speak mandrin
wads more..told ya not to interview..
wads your prob mans.
seriously..
go dig your head down into the..... drain or something!
-arghhhs-

2003-03-29T00:10:00.000-08:00

its pouring quite heavily here.
man.its cold!
just came back not long ago from st annes.
dad met up with father luke.
to BLESS the car. in the RAIN!
sighs.
din noe there was sucha thing..

so sad. no cathechism. quite bored.
it doesnt feel like a saturday now.
more like a sunday.
want to go to risen christ for mass
but marmie told me to join them at st annes.
can i say no?
yes..but nahs.
shall spend time with them. -grinz-

2003-03-28T05:26:00.000-08:00

just came back frm badminton cum basketball cum dinner..
took the cab down to tp. found out gerry was gonna be late.

nvms..met nadia.sebestian&helena at tp interchange.
many many things happened during that period of time.
nadia and i left to macs to get my burger.

came back.saw some reporter with a camerman interviewing sebestian.
helena trying to aviod them.
nadia and i burst out laughing.

topic-SARS.and its CHANNEL U. mind you.its CHINESE.

thought after interviewing seb.they would go awae.
was wrong..they went towards helena.hahhahs! lols.
helena was stuck there.poor girl.

nadia and i thought that they would go away so we sat next to seb at the steps next to breadtalk.
ohh great..that stoopid camera man saw me eating away and told the lady..
"wen na ge xiao meimei"
it was a bit the loud only..
they came to me..asking if i could speak chinese...
immediately...i shook my head.
the cameraman just didnt go away..instead, videoed us talking away...
wth! just shoo! goo away! oops.

after badminton-
met crystal.greg.kirstin.ethelbert.gilbert.elsa& ange at tp station.
suppose to go for denise chins birthday at wheellock..
but...kinda tired and laziee.teeehees.
so decided to eat at the foodcourt downstairs at the interchange..
the whole topic was on...SARS..
tink ive had enough of that topic for a day??
-slapsforehead-

2003-03-27T18:34:00.000-08:00

hmmms.just realised that we have 3 weeks of march hols
and we're left with either 1 or 2 weeks of june hos..
wow.thats holiday huhs?
wowwww...how fun.
gee.no cyf tnite.no cath class till 26 april.
at least i can go out on saturdays thats...if im allowed to leave the house.

marms crazee.been singing and singing the whole morning and dancing..
sheesh.she once told me she wanted to join some belly dancing with my aunt
and even told me to join too..
marm:"its good exercise ness"
me:"ohh really?"
marm:"ofcos."
-walksaway-
ohh well. i'll see if it really happens!

2003-03-27T08:10:00.000-08:00

just had tuiton*
gosh..i almost fell asleep during tuition.*yawns*
sadsad. too tired.

was kinda worried today at jias place.
found out she had FLU.
my gosh.i was so scared i'll get it...
so was she..so was my teacher.man.
but nvms.we sorta put it aside. :)

aiis.cant really go out.so sad..wads with the SARS!
caused my days to be boring. ):
stuck at home.
lucky can go for badminton with rccl peeps tml in tp.
-bigggsmilleeee- *yawns* gonna sleep now.-laterss-

2003-03-26T19:42:00.000-08:00

*yawns* sheesh.just woke up..its like..pass 11am!
guees i was damn tired last nite.

yayhays~ finally got my blog done.
all thanks to gina.thanks alot babe! *muackss*

ohh boy..shitts
just remembered that ive got tuition later at huajias place..
havent done my chinese.
feel so slacked now..better get on task!
*pulls head band tight*

quite hungry.shall take my lunch now. laterrsss... :)

gina: thanks alot yeahs.anything not sure.im here too! for other stuff lar.
and hope your cheebs...is fine by now yeahs..
if not ged someone to rub for you...
*looks away* ewww...-huggs-

2003-03-26T08:21:00.000-08:00

+ finally done by the one and only //gina*.. +

dern!!
well,hope ur happy with it yea?
-huggs-
Nights gal..

ps: u want to stay as heavenlydern.blogspot.com or wad..?

+gina+